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I know, you're all patiently waiting for chapter 13. So am I.

I apologize, I really do. Real-life is, well, really bad right now - and the creative juices are not flowing. If it helps, I'm working on it today and hopefully will have something up for you soon.

Please be patient with me, I've had one crisis after another in my life for the last few weeks and I'm dancing as fast as I can.

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.
Author’s Note: In early season 4, there is no window next to Giles front door, but by the time we get to Pangs, its there. I’m going with that way.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here

( Chapter Twelve )

Sorry this took so long, but I've been out of commission with a back injury for the last week.


Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here

( Chapter Eleven )

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: slight Daddy kink, nothing extreme
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here


( Chapter Ten )

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here


( Chapter Nine )

I was due to post part 9 today but it needs some work (according to my beta and she's so right) - but I've been too sick to fix it. Do you mind waiting a day or two?

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here


( Chapter Eight )

I'm going to be way at Dragon*Con for the rest of the week so if you need to get hold of me, use email as I'll be checking that as often as possible. I can't promise I'll be back on LJ until at least next Tuesday.

purplefeen at gmail.com

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here


( Chapter Seven )

Sorry I didn't get this up this morning, I ended up going on a last minute overnight trip.

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here


( Chapter Six )

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here

( Chapter Five )

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here

Last time: “We’ll discuss that later. But tomorrow we’re going on a field trip.”


( Chapter Four )

Okay, here's part 3...

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Word Count:
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

For Countess, with love

Previous chapters here

last time: “Spike’ll do it for free, Willow.”

“But this is better. A fair trade, don’t you think?”

Anya just smiled. “It sounds like a good plan to me.”

( Chapter Three )

Feedback was so great yesterday that I decided to post this early. Thanks, everyone!

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Word Count: 2064
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.

Previous chapters here

( Chapter Two )

Someone asked me why so many of my wallpapers have white backgrounds. I like unfussy wallpapers with white backgrounds because it makes it easier to see all my desktop icons. :)

I wasn't going to post this yet but I'm having a shitty day and could use the encouragement.

Sex101
By purplefeen
Pairing: Spike/Willow
Rating: Adults Only
Warnings: None
Time frame: s4 of BtVS – after Oz, before Tara
Thanks to: my hetero-lifemate Gabrielle, for telling me when my shit is shit. Without her, this would be one big pile of offal.


( Chapter One )

I don't think I've posted these yet.



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She Didn’t Know
By purplefeen
Time frame: Within a day or two after Chosen
Prompt: Buffy apologises to Spike.
Word Count: 110


She’s driven out here because she wants to apologise to him and this is where he’ll always be from now on. She hadn’t known, you see. Hadn’t known that he would suffer, hadn’t known that he would die. Hadn’t known that the last glimpse of him she ever got would be to see him engulfed in flames.

Hadn’t known that he was willing to give his life to save the lives of others.

How had she been so blind?

She lays the rose she brought on the edge of the crater that used to be Sunnydale and whispers, “I’m sorry, Spike. I wouldn’t have let you – if I had known.”